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oh sunshine, by simplyjessxx, literature

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oh sunshine,

oh sunshine, you're the time i fell off the swings. it hurt and i cried and it was like the rainbows in my veins were choking their way out – like i was too poisoned to live in anymore. and i was scraped knees and chipped teeth but it was okay because i didn't stop. don't think. just don't think. oh sunshine, you said we made love underwater, and it was beautiful and i was beautiful and the world was spinning in our favour. we were winning and then you lied. we fucked in the sea because i was ugly and withered and the only way the world was spinning was out of control. i can see your soul when you smile. it's as ugly as mine. oh sunshi

i'm not saying you're a liar by simplyjessxx, literature

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i'm not saying you're a liar

don't worry, child. the sun shone that way before – it'll grow back. i know it feels like you've swallowed a cloud and your heart is cut into perfect pieces. but you're good with puzzles, but you're even better at running. so leave love behind and run – far and fast and away, until you cant feel your lungs and you can only taste your pulse, the churn of your stomach and your life as it purges past your lips. you don't need this; the world doesn't need you anymore. you can escape if you push your veins through the earth; you can be just like us, child. you can be a voice and a spirit and free like the rain. you can r

forever by simplyjessxx, literature

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forever

hello. i am the girl who used to sing in her sleep, i'm the one who danced in the streets and smashed your ant farm. because everybody deserves to be free. i was the girl with an absent minded love for everything, for the stains on your couch and the way your ribs move when you sleep. i was the one who would smile at the sun and make love to the earth. i was free and spoilt and smothered in static. and then you hit me like a train. it was my fault; i was stupid enough to be playing on the tracks. all of a sudden i was greedy and my soul was twisting in ways that i thought were only possible on sick street corners. and then the sun – th

candy by simplyjessxx, literature

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candy

i want the blood to dry through your veins and flake off like the paint on the back of your dad's shed. i want to know that every time you breathe in, it burns like you're swallowing broken glass and acid and it's making your eyes haze over, it's making your knuckles lose their grip on the kitchen counter and your slipping out of reality. to know that you're bruising the kind of bruises that turn all of you black and blue. i want to watch you writhe in pain as you blink the saltwater blood away from your pupils; i want to hear your spine twist and snap like autumn leaves under new shoes. i want to watch your pupils dilate

oh love, please forgive me by simplyjessxx, literature

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oh love, please forgive me

but he was sitting there at the end of her bed with hollow eyes and teeth biting through the veins in his lip. he was breathing out of the decayed holes in his spine and his voice was creaking with itsokaydontworryimstillhere. but he was beyond glue-and-stitches. and no matter how much she loved him, his skin couldn't grow back and his heart couldn't beat anymore, and every time she inhaled she was breathing in it'stoolate and exhaling i'msososorry. but then he blinked and the world moved. and she knew she was wrong. "oh love, please forgive me."

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the end by simplyjessxx, literature

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the end

he had bruises inside his veins. and his limbs were hanging at obtuse angles like an elongated corpse; like he shouldn't be alive. like he was too broken to be saved; too broken to care anymore – he was a void volcano wrapped in dormant life between his ribs. she lived in a world made of paper inside her head. her heart was made of purple cardboard and she was only allowed to talk when the hands of the clock were on even numbers. she counted backwards and wore her clothes inside out. she was a countdown timer to the end of time. he was lying face down in his cereal and she was building a boat when the lightning struck. the world scream

murder by simplyjessxx, literature

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murder

she was screaming at you but you weren't listening – you were too busy breathing in the dusty air you pretended was vital and hiding behind the lies you thought you needed. you were too busy ignoring her to realise that she was dying; and it was all your fault. she was clawing her way out of the wishing well where she was praying for your brittle fingers to stop pushing her back down. she was pleading with you to stop. begging that the cuts on her knees wouldn't scar and that she wouldn't have to suffer anymore. but it's okay for you, you just laughed at her – what a silly girl, with silly expectations. she wasn't w

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this is not an i remember poem or a how i miss you a lot poem. this is not a i can't handle my drink around you or a weed is corrupting you poem. it's not very tragic and it doesn't say too much. it's not beautiful and it's not about my friend or a crumbling society with a wise man. this poem is not about a lot. but this poem is about me and it has nothing to do with you.

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rabbit hole criminals

they once asked me if i've ever been inlove. liars are fictional characters. they've stolen our thoughts and inverted our speech and we spew trails of trains beneath streetlights and wonder why they can never look at us quite the same. i said no. i could hear you crying on the other end of the phone you know. liars tumble from room to room, you heard they live between your lips, between your sheets and and when she smiles so wide and spills her glass slipper kisses, liars are wide awake. it's because, liars are fictional characters. they've stolen our names, our agendas and backwashed our soap stained lips. and we look so c

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mist by simplyjessxx, literature

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mist

the coffee left a bitter taste on your tongue, and your feet were a bruised blue. “it’s cold” you whispered with faux sarcasm, pretending i couldn’t see through your paper flesh to the butterflies eating through your stomach, the way the air turned to smog as it hit your lungs. “don’t you like the cold?” i’d answered. but i’d already forgotten the question. you always reminded me of that day when my kitchen smelt like anchovies, i hated it. i loathed that pungent smell that burned my silk lungs. you told me that you had that effect on people, and for once, i believed you. because you burnt my lung

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Apr 14
Australia
Deviant for 17 years
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^{just jess. just is.
and i want to live on jupiter.

Current Residence: Australia}

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simplyjessxx

Jun 11, 2010

move to england, buy a castle.

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i want to run down hallways with no end and hide in rooms that nobody ever enters. i want to explore, and find the things people forgot about. i want to lay on tiles and stare at the damp spots of the walls. i want to climb on the roof and map out where ill start adventures. i want to see the world through a fisheye lense and eat my dinner upside down. i want to press my ears against doors and listen to the world breathe. i dont think i'm going to post here anymore. ps. don't turn a night out into a nightmare. pps. http://spacefriction.tumblr.com/

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simplyjessxx

Feb 27, 2010

rate yourself and rape yourself,

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i am currently obsessed with mumford and sons; http://www.torrentz.com/6ad2ba641dc8bbf07a3405a05c9513ae8e0e8829 and you should all get their new album :D ANYWAY. deviantart is annoying me and most of the time makes me want to just give up on writing, so iunno why i'm even still here. so. depending, i'll probably just stop posting - if anybody cares, haha. HEY. ANYWAY (AGAIN). tumblr is where it's happening. gimme links cause i like following people. http://alittlebitlovely.tumblr.com/ http://jumpingsandcastles.tumblr.com/ this is pointless and jumpy and i've had six coffees and i'm still cold. and sure i feel like i'm going to throw u

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Jan 13, 2010

ten things you'll never know about me

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hai guys. twas on tumblr. post ten things you'll never know about me so i am. here, there and everywhere. - one. i am fascinated with the freckles on peoples shoulders. two. i have what my mother likes to call mild obsessive compulsive disorder. i have to use matching pegs for the washing, i like my books alphabetised and i like my dishwasher packed in a very specific way that nobody else can seem to master. three. i am possibly the shiest person i know. i just hide it rather well, the people i'm with are like batteries  put me with sarah and i'm a nonstop sexual-innuendo, with sian i'm loud and obnoxious. with strangers i can't spe